hahas finally my toughest day is over. damn happy ! yeah.. and the happiest thing is it didnt end badly. anyways i would like to thx all the 1h12 ppl whu came down to sugarloaf. a big thank u to annabel for spending so much .. i'll pay u the 2 bucks ok. it's a deal ! anyway wen u headwaiter that day i will b dere too. even if i nt dere i'll spend money on ur PODS .. hahas ..

i m v happy yesterday with my ssm grp mates.. everyone put in effort in their work. appreciate their hard work alot. THIS IS WHAT I CALL TEAM WORK. the gd thing is we won the wed grp which make us the top sales for the week. yeah ! hahas .. thx to my assistant headwaiter for constantly helping this blur headwaiter.

anyways its hols nw and i dun wan2 think abt the unhappy thing in sch. everything will b over. the gd thing is half a sem is over. bear with another sem and we will change class already. hope this time i'll b wit gd ppl. better if those h12 ppl can b in the same class as me. hehe

today i wen out with my sister to get her fone. nw she makes me wan2 buy fone too. thx to theeba recommendation i tink i m kinda interested in getting the LG cookie fone. but no hurry ! i'll save money first.

tml will be going out with jeremy yeah ! so happy.

yesterday i spend abt 3 hours studying for marketing test and 2 hours like doing other stuff. researching for tto as well as ssm stuff. later gonna mass msg me ssm people. and gonna email them. hahas v kiasu right ? hehe

this friday gonna do well. so mus ask min min to tell me.. yeah !! today had meeting with my bese member.. bow is damn cute la .. the way she piss off with the ssm lecturer. kk nw gonna do my work. tml gotta test =(

OH MY GOD !! tml i am having my marketing tests and i m blogging. hahas .. i haven study the last chap yet !!! so much to memorise.. my brain is too tired to take in everything ..

after reading annabel's blog. i feel like blogging too. hahas! this week has been a v stressful week fer me. dunno why.. mayb becoz of all the tests and the ssm i guess.

today our performance for ssm though wasnt the best but wasnt that bad either. hahas overall we did our best. next week we gotta do better. yeah ! becoz i m the headwaiter cannot disappoint everyone.

nw i m freaking tired becoz i woke upp like 4am in the morning to make my hair and den i almost fail becoz my lipstick is nt red enuff. SHIT!! wad kinda crap is this man. hahas

today alot of ppl came to sugarloaf.. zhaoqiang, stephy, cailing, irene, kevon, yvonne and many htm'er came. STRESS!! luckily mr goh nv shout at us. phew ! being cashier is no fun at all. u gotta know everything man. anyways its over .. 9 more weeks to go and i m counting down.

nw i m kinda getting closer with my classmate after ssm. dunno why suddenly i tok alot. crazy i think. but i still miss h12.. miss my grp mates. miss their crap such as annabel's stoning, zhaoqiang singing, shang wei jokes, maisie bitchy-ness and jolene the sleeping beauty. hahas i really wish to be in the same grp and same class again.

ok .. today wasnt a really gd day fer me. got 2 tests (BESE and HUHD quiz) ahh ! hope i can make it. BESE paper was really tricky almost fainted wen i first saw the paper. HUHD .. ahh i couldnt care much abt it. anyways it was really a busy day fer me today. gonna edit my BESE proj and also study for SSM.

honestly i simple hate SSM. i dun understand why mus we take it u know. i jus feel that i might nt be in the f&b line. sometimes i feel no point studying and the way they are stressing us is like we dun have other modules to focus on. becoz of this module i seems to neglect other alot and monday i m having my marketing test i dunno how am i gonna make it man ! argh ..

sat still have to attend stupid bday party.. feel like nt attending it. gonna go tp library to do my work man.

okok tok abt some happy things in sch. yesterday i wen bistro walk wit steffi and novi. the food there is really nice lar.. suprisingly i kinda like it and i believe i will go dere again. today i enjoy mr govin lesson. our class seems to enjoy it as well all the laughters from them .. yeah !

anyways looking forward to tommorrow's night party. definitely i wan2 enjoy myself and hack care of everything.


tot i could mit u.. but den .. =(

ok. today i enjoyed my day in sch with annabel, maisie,novi and kevon. got to tok alot to them. very happy.. its been a long time since we hang out together.

lots of tests are coming upp. i m gonna work hard man! yeah..

anyways i m still thinking whether to work at tcc or nt. i cant make upp my mind. haix ! pls lead me to the right path. i envy those that can always get the gd manager and stuff. i m always so unlucky.

anyways i m happy for jeremy that he found a job. yeah!!! hope he'll enjoy workin.

yesterday i had my ssm.. it was terrible. hahas ! kanna scolding from miss mark. i'll start off with sugar loaf first den top table and lasting tcc. even though i would like to go top table first becoz i wan to start off with the hardest and end with the easiest. my group members are alright. the thing i hate most is i m being chosen to be the headwaiter for 2nd week. oh my gosh, i m so damn worried. i still dunno alot of things lar.

anyways today my work place called me upp. in fact, kinda scolded me becoz i din turn upp for work. honestly, i really dunno i have to go back to work becoz nobody inform me abt this thing. wen i called them upp they only tell me to bring back my uniform and return all the stuff. they din inform me that i have to work. haix, was kinda upset becoz i dun wan2 end things like that. i dun think i can go over to siqi there to work. i appreciate wad she had done for me but i cant go over to her outlet becoz i think my manager wun sign the transfer form for me and i think her manager and my manager are gd frens.

anyways i m feeling v stress lately due to sch and also stuff like working.. i hope someone can introduce me to a better job. =( why am i always so lucky. always have problems with my manager. i wish i can meet someone nicer.

ok ppl .. tml i will b having my ssm. so worried that my grooming will fail. =( anyways tests and everything are coming. omg ! i feel like i m still in my hols mood. shit ! this is so bad. ok nw my relationship with my classmate is nt that bad. give us more time i believe we can bond together. everyone seems to be nicer to each other already. yeah ! this is so gd.

nw i really crazy over taiwan spree. i bought 2 online and the result was gd. i love it ! hehe. recently i bought more. spending like 50 bucks. hahas hope it will b gd too. yeah !

siqi brought me a gd news today. though chances are slim but at least there is a chance. i m quite happy. if given another chance i will cherish it. and shut my mouth. lol

ok gotta do my stuff.. will update more

btw i m back with him. nw things is doing great. this is wad i wanted for so long and its all back. super duper happy

ok nw im slacking in sch. i've printed all the notes i should have printed and i still have one more hour to go before my lesson start. sian ! anyways annabel and maisie is so bad ! mon is our only day to have lecture together and they nv come ! i m like all alone lar .. but at least i have joselin to accompany me.

ok seriously i totally hate this semester, i hate the modules .. becoz it sucks.. so hard to score and everything seems to be rushing and i m feeling tired every single day! argh. in sch i have no one to tok too unless i see maisie, annabel or zhaoqiang. is nt that my classmates are bad is jus tat we dun have common topics at the moment.

i hope this sem will b over soon. and things will b ok. i m so worried for ssm. i am afraid i cant make it for the test. i m gonna practice soon.

ok peeps.. i officially quit my job. i m quitting for many reasons .. so i can focus on my studies and i dun wan2 feel unhappy abt this problem anymore. it would be good if they tranfer me but i doubt the ppl will b so nice to do that so i decide to quit as it really bothers me alot. so mayb i m gonna look for a new job and hope everything will alright.

cheers reb !

ok this is the first time i din go sch becoz i m sick. honestly my entire poly life i have nv taken a single MC man. wen to the doc today he said it was normal flu. *phew* nw trying my best to take v good care of myself.

was really happy today becoz i gotta spend time with him. i was like really happy to see him. dunno why. this feeling seems like the v beginning wen we fall in love. the sweet and loving feeling. i like it. hehe!

anyways i m still nt feeling v well. feel like cuttting out my nose. hate blocked nose. practically din sleep the whole night. shit ! tml gonna use lots of concealer. lol

anyways thx u maisie for printing the stuff for me. hugs !

ok .. initially i tot everything at work is alright. till yesterday.. dunno wad happen things change so much. is it a misunderstanding or i've spoken the truth that they dun like it. haix. i think i have to find another job soon. they r nt letting me to work. it worries me alot becoz i nid a job to support myself. anyone can intro?

the worse is im nt feeling well. first thing is swine flu? last time during SARS period i m facing the same situation as well. hope i can recover soon.

ok nw that i m clear wad i really wan. i m with him again. this time is totally different. i m clear of my feelings and we will b happy together. *hugs for u*

theeba thx for u support alright. got lots of things to tell u. hope to see u really soon.