is it my fault? haix. i m sorry. thx to my stupidity. i know even i say sorry there is nothing i can do anymore. i jus wish everything end well, not as bad as expected.
due to this problem i m facing nw, i m cancelling all my plans with everyone. i m v sorry. i m really looking forward with the meet-up but this matter is v impt to me. i need and i have to settle it.
i know this sentence mayb sound contradicting but i have no way to settle this problem all i can is to wait and wait. this feeling i m having is like wen daddy pass away. the terrible feeling that i've nv had for a long long time. i m losing my appetite. i really hope u r strong. u have to. no matter wad we are supporting u.